Bora Trip

I really have an headache today,this coming vacation in philippines is killing me i hve lot thing to do but myhusband keep telling me to do it one by one.I dont know..Even though im excited to going back in my country theres something pulling me back and telling to myself not to expect anything from them..It is been almost 2 years now since i left my family in philippines and build my own here and this time the homesickness is already gone it change on doubt feeling..

Today,me and mike went to best buy to look for a new t.V which end up buying it..I like it to think that its a 52'flat screen set we also made a good deal on it we are so happy and excited to see in on our living room but are happiness end up for being annoyed in the staff of best buy..they forgot to put the power cord so we cant turn on tht damn beautiful T.V.After setting up,i decided to eat and take my pill because its getting late..I look to my e-mail to check if the resort in boracay sent me e-mail for the e-tickets which we been waiting for almost 1 week now..We still have a lot thing to do,still need to amend the passport of mine baptise the baby consement our marriage and to top of that make sure we made a reservation on this coming mike's company seminar.

Im exhausted but i cant say it to mike consider that he really do a lot of things..I know he is tired of all this shit but i cant help him..I wish i can but he always keep telling me that it will be more ok if i will be on the baby fulltime until she start to talk he told me that he dont want me to miss the special things days development will heather do in the future..
I love him so much...Him and our little girl..