I Am Hurt

I may tell some of my problem...But never tell the whole story and the feeling deep inside..
I feel so betrayed by someone so close to me...You never knew whats coming and believe it or not...its hard for me to forgive and very very hard to forget...husband told me i hold a lot of grudges and i cant help it..I am just human who got hurt over and over and over again...Makes me feel so stupid..This is not about my lovelife(i am satisfy and very much happy,thank you very much) and not about things i dont have (never been a material girl).

They keep telling me to forgive my sibling and i swear i try really really hard and its never been easy for me...I hate it when someone you love and trust betrayed you..

I know for myself that i was and still a good younger sister in my sibling ang always love them but it doesnt mean i can cut the cord between them...I dont want that to happen...but it is indeed that the famous qoute is what i guess i really can relate "time heal all wounds" not right now,but in the future...

Good Day